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Like stars in the night shinning so bright, the destinies of those shall soon take flight. The paths of several shall soon become one, lighting the darkness with peace and love. Soldiers lost now found once again, stand together now to fight with friends. Friendship and faith, hope and love, shall aide these soldiers in the battle to come. But deep on the paths that destiny has set, no matter how hard we try to forget. A light shall shine through the darkness to come. Out of the darkness a light appears, shinning bright as the morning sun. Filled with hope and love and faith, friendship strikes from beyond a grave. What once was bonded is now released, to bind once more friendship and faith. © to Kelly L. |
“Choose.” It says to me. I turn back and ask. “Choose what??” “Your family or your light.” The voice says to me. I look in desperation and wonder to myself, do I face the darkness and depression which awaits me to be with my family? Or do I turn away and walk to the light, which keeps me safe and warm? Why can I not have both? Be safe and warm and have my family? Nothing makes sense and I start to feel confused, lost. Reluctantly I turn and slowly start back to the two I care for. Feeling the cold, the darkness, creep in at me from every which way. I want to turn, to run, to even grab my small one and run. But I feel lost, confused, I know I have no where to go, no help, no understanding. Do I dare tear that away from my child?? Then I think, no, there is another way, there has to be. For within all darkness, light is also. There can never be true darkness. I force myself to see the light within that darkness. To try and fight for my hope and faith, for passion. Then if I can not, if I tried in all honestly, then and only then I shall retreat back to the light. But I shall not go alone, I shall take my small one, even if he does not choose to come with me. I shall find my way back to the light. I shall find my way back to the warm and security of its embrace. But for now, I fear the darkness. It’s cold grasping, tearing at me, ripping from me, my spirit, my soul. I can feel it trying to take my hope, my faith. It’s hard, a hard battle within its grasp. I want to give up, tired and exhausted and yet I am not with the two I care for, not yet. I look back, fear and panic on my face, in my eyes. “Please..” I call out. “Please! Give me strength! Give me light! Give me power!” I call out weakly, tired and drained. © to Kelly L. |
Joined by others, I find my way. Alone no more, now strong in faith. Hearts rejoined and freshness flows. Powers arise, truth unfolds. I see now why I am here. To fight once more, without any fear. Power flows through my veins, Guide by destiny’s hands. A path unraveled, that I see. A warrior now I must be. Backed by friends, I stand again. Though one shall stand to fight to the end, I will fight until the end. By her side, I lend my power. Give to me for this awesome hour. I raise my staff and use my light, To call upon so that I may fight. Joined by others, I find my way. Alone no more, now strong in faith. Hearts rejoined and freshness flows. Powers arise, truth unfolds. In the end, I shall return. To my home, where I will rule. Peace and power gather to me, Strength is now what I see. I know deep down I will take my place. But those who I love here and now, Shall not be left, nor shall they be found. For when that day finally comes, Home with me, they shall come. Paradise is not far for me to find. My day of ruling is not far behind. With my friends and family by my side Home is what I shall find. But I know deep down, there will come a day, That even after our fateful fight, We shall stand once again and fight. For duty and honor and destiny’s hand, Can not be fought, no matter how planned. © to Kelly L. |
